He-he-hello two zero!!

*goodbye adolescent phase*

17.01.2012, Cyberheights Villa.

It does feel awkward to say this "I'm 20 years old" when deep inside I still act like a child. To be honest I'm not that excited turning 20, not as much as I'm excited when I turned 17 last time. "It's not a big deal", "age is just a number", "why do you even concern about this matter?", "why are you making a fuss out of this?", yeah that's what I get and what I WILL get after posting this later, haha!! It's not a big deal to me, but the thoughts of it bothers me. Or maybe I think too much until it bothers me. Haha!! I don't know how to explain this thing that I've been thinking lately. I cried when I was talking on the phone with my dad the other day, yes I somehow know that I've disappointed my parents with my exam result,esp my dad. All I can say is I'm sorry. I'll try my best to be a good daughter. I'll try my best to be a better person, so that at the end of the day you can proudly say "that's my daughter and I'm so proud of her".

Ok enough with the "emo" stuff, it's time for Birthday shout out people!!! I would like to mention a few names here, drum roll please.........

Happy belated birthday to my bestfriend KHALEEDA MAIZURA (01.01.1992), we've known each other since we were 7 years old, and I love you SOOOO much despite of everything and anything that ever happen between us. Let's stay together like this forever and my prayer will always be with you. Love you till the end. :'D

Next birthday shout out goes to my cousin MOHD. SAIFUL AZIE (11.01.1988) and also my bebeh, NURWASSIDAH (13.01.1992). I love you so much my dear bestfriend, as much as I love the others as well, and what more can I say, my cousin loves you the best and I hope something very very good will happen to both of you guys. PS: aku mau jadi flower girl okay? haha!! lol joke ok fine all the bestfriend will be in the VVIP guest list instead of helping with your wedding,haha!! :P insyaallah.

Last but not least, happy belated birthday to my cousin SARAH AZIRA a.k.a Kwon Jiyoung's wife (16.01.1990), keep on dreaming, I mean dreaming of becoming GD's wife. And I'll do the same towards Kyuhyun,ngahahahaha!! Bila suda jumpa the right guy kasi kurang sikit la cintamu pada GD hahaha!! PS: I look tanned in the picture, tu zaman study di matrics ok? Skrg putih suda, bole jadi model etude house suda, hahahahaha!! *nonsense*

So I guess that's all for now. And I shall end all the crap here. PS: Happy Chinese New Year!! And now I'm carving for some tangerine. Hahaha!!

-end of crap-