“Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live."
This quote caught my attention. You know how much I love to blog about life. Well you can't really call it blogging, I don't really possessed the ethics of a blogger so you can call it babbling and crapping instead of blogging,haha!!
Anyway, back to the story, yes i did put up a title there, socially awkward. Owh well I did not put up that title on purpose. It's just that I've been going through lots and lots of "socially awkward" moments. I don't blame the environment around me. Sometimes i do blame myself on that one. I'm still trying to get used to this whole new world. The world I live in right now is so unpredictable and sometimes I feel like the world hate me so much. It's not that I live in a different world than the other human being. It's just the way every each individual interpret how this world works differs from how others would interpret it. My point is, sometimes i hate the way things work here in my current place. I can't really connect with the people around me. Except for my housemates and some of my new friends here ( you guys know who you are ^-^ ), I would be dead by now without you guys. Like what I've phrase previously, I do blame myself for this. I'm not ready to break my shell and try my best to connect with people around me. Maybe because some people have this tendency to judge even before knowing that particular person,it makes me more afraid to be myself around them. I know people say you should not think too much about what other people would think about you. But admit it, deep down inside we DO care soooo much about what other people will say about us.
Ok nuff said about that. I should stop. So Lokim will be arriving at lcct at noon tomorrow. I really hope i get the chance to see my friends. I miss my friends so much. I'm like a loner without them. Super loner, haha!! Pity me.
Before i end my crap, a special shout out to my little sister. Happy 15th birthday to MARINA AMNANI BINTI DATU ROSMADI. Love you so much, I'll treat you with something when i get back home this december. IF only i still have some $$ in my hand haha!! Enjoy your after-PMR-life. haha!!
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Stumbled upon your blog Nadia, thanks for the quote. It's true that while we say we don't give a care about what others say or think of us, we do care, deep down. We only say we don't care because we wished we didn't care.
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Hey there michelle,thanks for the comment, i really appreciate it. Followed you blog and your blog is awesome. Thanks once again for dropping by, hugs and kisses!! :D
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