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I did promise myself to do a proper update, so here i am writing some thoughts that passed through my mind.

I guessed this is what you call fate. Never in my whole life i've imagined this is how my life will go on. Currently i'm studying at Cyberjaya University College of Medical Sciences (CUCMS),Bachelor of Pharmacy. Yes i do get the stereotype respond such as "private college is it? expensive la tu kan?" "wow,org kaya boleh la masuk private uni..." whenever i mentioned  the fact that im studying at CUCMS. It took me quite sometime to get my mind and heart ready for this kind of responds and up until now i have to be honest, i still hate those responds and not that well prepared to hear this kind of crap from other people. At one point i have to admit that i do feel reluctant telling people about this matter. Its not that it is a big deal,its just that i don't really agree with some people's mind setting regarding this matter. Owh well, one thing is for sure, life must go on and i'm almost there, the stage where i will just take whatever people say and let them have those stereotype mind setting about private university. I didn't mean to brag but one of the reason i enrolled into this school is due to the fact that kerajaan negeri sabah is willing to sponsor my studies for the whole four years. So here I am and i've started to loving it bit by bit although i do have a hard time adjusting myself with the surrounding and environment of this place at the first place.

Ok enough about that,lets just chat about my family,friends and raya experience. Lets start with my family. Staying away from my family teaches me to be more independent, but out of all those positive things that I've learned, being away from them makes me appreciate them even more than i do before. It makes me realize that we as a human being have no idea what will happen tomorrow,whether we will be able to see each other again or not. During my ten days of holiday for raya, that was one of the best moment in my life. Thank you Allah for giving me chance to see my family, even though I didnt really get to see them all, but to know the fact that they are doing fine is way more than enough for me. Same goes to my friends to, being able to see them during that 10 days is such a bless. I guessed that's what you call life. Life is so interesting that we could not really figure it out that easily.

Regarding my friends, well its a sad yet a happy story about us. The sad part, we can no longer spend more time together like we always do due to this good news: all of us are finally studying in university, doing our bachelor programme. Wanie is in UITM Shah Alam, approximately 1 hour journey from my current place, Khal is in UITM Melaka, hours from my place,well im not sure how many hours it is,Wash and Tyna is still in Sabah enrolling into UMS, which is five minutes from my house back in Sabah, and Deera soon will be enrolling into MMU which takes only few minutes to get there from my current place. Well some of them are at some other place, sorry if i did not mention about you guys but i just want you guys to know that I'm proud of our achievement so far, and i will always miss you guys wherever i go. Lets meet up,talk and laugh as much as we want to when we meet someday in future.

I should stop here. I'm running out of words after dropping a big sack of words up there.

Ps: Miss you so much, mummy and daddy. I include both of you guys in my prayer everyday, asking Him for a permission and chances to see you again. See you guys including angah, jurin and nina in 23 days. Kak yus, I'll see you tomorrow. :D:D:D 

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