dreams are my reality

Dreams are my reality
The only kind of real fantasy
Illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams
It seems as if it's meant to be

(richard sanderson-reality)

these lyrics keep on playing in my mind. i feel so melancholy with everything that happened recently in my life. i know I'm too young to be worry about my life, but i just can't help it. i feel useless when i didn't pass the entrance exam,to add on to that my dad spend quite a fortune just for the sake of that entrance exam. my upu application didn't really turn out so good, or to be exact turn out the way i want it but still, praise Allah for giving me the chance, and studying in Australia is so far from reality due to scholarship reason even though my application to curtin is still under process. everything seems so wrong. i know regretting about the past is a big no no, but i can't help but to feel that way. owh Lord, help me.

forget about that. i should be thankful at least i got the chance to enroll to UMS. as for the future,lets just pray and hope that it will be better. it might be soon or later,but i believe things will get better,as long as we work hard to make it better.

owh yeah currently I'm watching this Korean drama title "Romance Town", it's a story about five maids who work for rich households ,well you can google it for more information. i'm loving Sung Yuri in this drama,she is just irresistible. and these are my favourite scene so far,this two are just way too cute. keke!!

crazy as it sounds i'm gonna ask my future husband to do this regularly,hehe!!!

so tonight i'll be watching the finale of Harry Potter saga. will be off with my family to 1Borneo around 9.30pm.

-end of crap-